Good luck trying to see life the way that I do
Cause your feet will never fit in my fucking shoes
walk a mile in my head still sitting still
doing dirt to get bread just to pay the bills
snorting percs but still steady pain builds
can you relate? then you know how it really feels
so drunk that the room is spinning like a ferris wheel
I gotta soul for sell and Ill give you a hell-of-a deal
I don't feel any more pain
love and hate to me its all the fucking same
played the card that was dealt life's destination
I see my grave plot and all I need is reservations
a lost soul and my shadows dissipating
which door do I choose? time is never waiting
racing thoughts in my head im trying to escape them
its too late for the faith when I been forsaken.
I been down this lonely road for so long
I dont see what the point is going back
knife in my back for lending out a free heart
search for the light but consumed in the pitch dark
I been down this lonely road for so long
I know how the story ends why turn another page?
hope for the worst cause I know life will never change
This is my final good bye
and I ain't here to spew hate its only how I feel inside
we was Bonnie and Clyde you always stayed by my side
but like the story goes we was destined to die
nose bloody coked up on I-85
with a donut on the side but we'd still ride
from one house to another
from one job to the next but we still always had each other
we lost touch of our souls when addictions came
then I wrote a rhyme got a little fame
you told me just be me and I should never change
but life ain't fucking like that nothing stays the same
quit playing with me bitch with these mind games
your the one to blame for november rain
you couldn't stand the fucking fact that I started shining
but if you only knew I loved you more then all the rhyming
I been down this lonely road for so long
I dont see what the point is going back
knife in my back for lending out a free heart
search for the light but consumed in the pitch dark
I been down this lonely road for so long
I know how the story ends why turn another page?
hope for the worst cause I know life will never change
-NFKTD